4/30/2023 0 Comments Carmen de la pica moralesIn front of our friends and worse…” She continued, glassy eyed, lips quivering, “my family. You made a fool out of me at our own engagement party. “It’s not going to change the fact that you cheated on me. “Shane…marriage isn’t a bandaid.” She said as she backed away. The whole time Carmen knew Shane she wasn’t a one woman person. It meant an eternal commitment, two people that wanted that with the other…not the other plus a few more here and there. Shaking her head slightly, Carmen looked down, her face still in Shane’s hands as more tears started to trickle down her face. You know I’m not going to make promises that it will be you… and only you… unless I mean it. Maybe I couldn’t have even made it after what happened… but I wouldn’t ask you now if that were true. “I couldn’t make that promise to you before. We’ll go to the courthouse.” Shane paused, then continued more firmly. She shook her head, but lifted both hands to touch Carmen’s face, keeping her there so their eyes remained locked. Her own were calm, but oddly glassy, the emotion more vulnerable than anything Carmen would have ever seen. When Carmen asked the plan, Shane finally looked up at her and met her eyes. It wasn’t that she was angry, but there were images burned there that she could never forget - and she knew it was only a sample of what Carmen was experiencing. It had happened, and even though she thought she had forgiven her ex for it, it remained fresh in her mind. Even though Carmen hadn’t cheated on her now, after what happened with Cat, Shane still remembered that Carmen had slept with Frankie. She cringed when Carmen said she wished she cheated on her, then shook her head and crossed her arms tightly. Shane said nothing while Carmen yelled her eyes were on the floor, as if she saw something past the red shirt that lay in a forlorn heap. “You don’t want me to leave….but everything you do doesn’t make me want to stay…” Shane and Carmen clearly had a different sense of what a serious relationship consisted of, and right now Carmen had no qualms in packing her shit, walking out that door and never looking back. “Because if it’s not bullet proof or…Molly proof, or Cherie Jaffee proof or Cat proof or WHOEVER proof…I’m out that fucking door…” For once she wanted Shane to have an explanation, or plan that was actually acceptable. “So what’s your plan, Shane? Please enlighten me” she said, now standing right up to her ex’s face. Confirmation that Shane actually was capable of having her heart hurt. Seeing Shane feel remotely what Carmen did gave her confirmation. And yes IT FELT EVEN!” She yelled, a tear running down her cheek” it was true. Remember when I hooked up after you fucked Cherie? As heart breaking as seeing you that way was, I felt like for the first time I had gotten to you. “I actually fucking wish I cheated on you. Carmen looked at Shane with tears swelling, “what the fuck am I sticking around for? For you to cheat on me again?” She shook her head and threw the red shirt onto the floor, “how many times do you have to fuck me over until you realise that no one but me is guna put up with your shit? Huh?” Carmen smiled sadistically and started laughing, walking over to Shane.
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